you're so cold...

You've never known how far I'll go
To lift you from the depths below
Now you reap what you have sown
But without me to carry on

I don't wanna know, but you're ruining the flow
If you wanna be alone, then maybe I should go
Now you're telling me to stay, get your ducks all in a row
We won't do it your way, it's like I'm burning in a stove

I'll get us out of here my friend, just hold on
We'll run away from all the bad and we'll say so long
No more thinking out loud, playing slow songs
No more thinking "Shit, where did it all go wrong"

I'll keep bouncing back, just to spite the world
You must be on crack if you think you're my girl
You'll just gossip to your friends and say "He bores me"
Then you'll switch your face, it's never the same story

Yeah I'm panting, I can't take this, I just want you here
Even though I can't take this, I'll just fake this until I feel you're near
And I know
That you won't
Reach back out
Cause you're cold

You've never known how far I'll go
To lift you from the depths below
Now you reap what you have sown
But without me to carry on

All the years that I've been burdened
With this pain, I don't deserve it
Was never me you were concerned with
Time to close the curtains

I know I'm taking so long
But you've done me so wrong
Thinking how to fix this
Cause you told me I'm strong

I was fooled again
So I'm singing this song
I want to vent
But I'm strung along
Every time

So I ask myself if the fault's mine
Or is it all a lie
(Is it all a lie)

You've never known how far I'll go
To lift you from the depths below
Now you reap what you have sown
But without me to carry on

You know that I was always there
For you
Despite it all you'd always hide
The truth

Don't think you understood my point
Of view
I can't forget all the words
You threw

To the touch you're freezing cold
Felt no safety in your hold
All the secrets never told
Would eventually unfold

As the years keep passing by
Never stopped wondering why
You could never say goodbye
(It's just a moment of your time)