Fiendin

I can't seem to keep a hold on you
Or maybe it's not meant to be
Or maybe I'm just better on my toes and that's something that you know
Maybe that's the reason
You keep leaving
Slipping out my hands, got me in my head, thinking
Is karma on my ass
Like it can't be that I'm tweaking
Said I've been changed, but I can't outrun these demons
Learned quick, you can't outrun that karma.
Reflect on the past like what caused this
Was it the hoes that I told they my only?
Or the fact I ain't talk to my mama?
Is that the reason you see me keep running?
Repent for my sins if I fucked up, I'm sorry
I hope that you get my intentions were positive
Can you not tell that I need you I'm obviously

Fiending, praying away my demons
Devil don't play around, this shit his playground
Lately, I ain't been sleeping
Can't you tell I'm fiending, praying away my demons
Hope that you hear me
Know that you feel me.
Won't you come back I need you
Lately, I told you
Fiending, praying away my demons
Devil don't play around, this shit his playground
Lately, I ain't been sleeping
Can't you tell I'm fiending, praying away my demons
Hope that you hear me
Know that you feel me.
Won't you come back I need you
Yea yea

Hope to God that you listen when I'm talking
I ain't speaking out my ass if I said it know that all this
True and that my heart in like every single word that I speak
So just promise I won't end up in a coffin
Feeling unfulfilled, all from chasing how you felt in my life
Reminiscing on the times we had spent
When I die, want you here
Hope to God that you feel on my mind every day, I can't let go of this
Been letting go of all the hate my soul harbored
All of these years, I was so closed of to
Getting on good turns with the ones who had crossed me
Just made up with my brother after years of no talking
Mending only option when letting go of karma
Peeling away the toxins been helping with the trauma
But this shit get exhausting when giving all your love never come back to you
Or maybe I'm the problem

Fiending, praying away my demons
Devil don't play around, this shit his playground
Lately, I ain't been sleeping
Can't you tell I'm fiending, praying away my demons
Hope that you hear me
Know that you feel me.
Won't you come back I need you
Lately, I told you
Fiending, praying away my demons
Devil don't play around, this shit his playground
Lately, I ain't been sleeping
Can't you tell I'm fiending, praying away my demons
Hope that you hear me
Know that you feel me.
Won't you come back I need you
Yea yea

Why don't you take a deep breath
Because that's all you have left after all
When it's all said and done
You are the one keeping you from it all
So stand tall and give it your all
Keep believing, you know you got every reason
Feel it with every new season
You think I got what you need but
It's all inside your soul
You're capable

Fiending, praying away my demons
Devil don't play around, this shit his playground
Lately, I ain't been sleeping
Can't you tell I'm fiending, praying away my demons
Hope that you hear me
Know that you feel me.
Won't you come back I need you
Lately, I told you Fiending, praying away my demons
Devil don't play around, this shit his playground
Lately, I ain't been sleeping
Can't you tell I'm fiending, praying away my demons
Hope that you hear me
Know that you feel me.
Won't you come back I need you
Lately, I told you