F LA

I froze in the moment, my body turned off
I'm floating over my head
My system went into shock
Not much to say here
I can't take this anymore
Between me and our friends
You should win an acting award,I

I go through the motions to get through the day
I'm stuck in a limbo, you deleted my name
And all of my pictures went off your wall
You're not wearing your ring
You don't say anything at all

And I don't know why
I couldn't be what you needed try not to cry
But I can't stop the bleeding

Why am I the fool for believing the best in what
You said was just my paranoid head?
I can't hold my composure
Don't know what to discern
Told you that I wouldn't chance
Told you I wanted to learn

Said "let's just start over, we could move to LA"
Even though you know I fuckin hate that place
I try not to quit
But I can't take this anymore
Between me and our shrink you should win an acting award

And I tried not to pry
But you won't look me in the eyes
Thought about the reason why a couple million times
And the lies are your truth
Pouring salt on my wounds

And I don't know why
I couldn't be what you needed
I try not to cry
But I can't stop the bleeding

And I
And I
And I
And I
Cry
And I
Tried