Self Talk Sabotage

Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do do
Tick tock says the hands on the clock
Just a timeless time to watch a tick tock
All around the clock but oh no now
I'm gonna be a little late I told you now
We're tarot reading our fate
Had two outcomes to share within
The worst case scenario
I could ever be in
Would forever make me wonder
And I still wander
Thought I've forgotten her
Can't find another
Won't be the same
I'm sure you would
Just move on anyway
Last time was really nice
Didn't even need my drugs
You was my high
You still have it over me
We did this all night
While he was trying
To call you endlessly
All I could hear was you
In my ear
Beautiful hindsight
Must you always remind me
Of how it could of been
Just the same
There's nothing I can say
I'm just talking to myself anyway
(Nothing I can say)
I'm just talking to myself anyway
Let it happen again
Now I think about it maybe not
As much as I would do anything
To see you again
The distraction caused
Made me turn to sin
This is what makes me feel
My emotions makes me
Not only alive
But the feeling of letting go
The thought this is never known
Not something we particularly want to show
Is our ineptitude
To how we interact with our self
Let alone the damage caused by
The lack of empathy and transparency
There is room for change
Don't let anyone tell you otherwise
We don't need to perpetuate lies
It's a choice to be content
With what you got
Happiness is just around the corner is it not?
Love our self
Beautiful hindsight
Must you always remind me
Of how it could of been
Just the same
There's nothing I can say
I'm just talking to myself anyway