My Own Way

I've got new kinds of fear
I knew that it could happen if I keep you near
My old self reappeared
After shutting down the voices I can't hear

So I'll make my own faith
Somewhere I can repent

Oh why was I afraid
Of who I've never been of what I've never said
I'm done waiting for better days
Instead I will start making my own ways
Making my own ways

Days turned into years
Somehow I didn't know someone could interfere
I now see the end of the pear
And the blurred lines have never been so clear

So I'll make my own faith
Somewhere I can repent

Oh why was I afraid
Of who I've never been of what I've never said
I'm done waiting for better days
Instead I will start making my own
Ways making my own ways

Trust is all I have to find
Cause I can't let you go
Now I have to clear my mind
Of everything I have known

Oh oh why was I afraid (I know I've been afraid)
Of who I've never been of what I've never said
(of what I've never said)
I'm done waiting for better days (mmh mmh)
Instead I will start making my own ways (my ways)
Making my own ways