i don't feel safe in my body

I don't feel safe in my body
It's always at civil war
My thoughts shoot daggers through my heart
I wonder what all this is for
Gone are the days I was smaller
But somehow I find ways to shrink
Into the palms of your sweaty hand
Holding me so I can't breathe
I never grew up
I crawled into my skin
I don't have a home now
Mines been broken
Again and again and again
I don't feel safe in my body
It weaves in and out of control
I'm starting to crash
It all happened so fast
I'm becoming someone I don't know
Maybe I want to be softer
I miss when my cheeks were pink
Can I lay down?
Is there a way out?
I've tried but the cycle repeats
I never grew up
I crawled into my skin
I don't have a home now
Mines been broken
Again and again and again
Why does is feel so good to hurt?
As if I got what I deserved? Oh
I would let my mind settle down
But I don't
Know how
Oh, oh, oh
I don't know how
I don't know how
I don't know how
I don't know how



Credits
Writer(s): Micah Rayan Premnath, Mikayla Geier
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