Choices

It's a bit bittersweet how you still talk to me
Cause it's been like two years, you still can't say my name properly
But I never won't pick up the phone

And I'll still play the friend even though it feels wrong
Do you think that we've grown up enough to move on
Cause whatever you say, I'll disagree

I've been patient and quiet and loud and excited
Laying down for you when I'm not trying to fight it
And you were relentless until you weren't

So, please don't you text me while your hands are on her
I don't wanna know, don't wanna be a bother
You made your choice and it wasn't me

So, still I hang onto this slow fraying rope
Watching you from the other end hoping you don't let me go
And I think to myself where did I go wrong
To get attached to someone

Who don't know himself from the dirt of his shoes
And changes his personality with everyone he talks to
Do you even know what you want from me?

So, please don't you text me while your hands are on her
I bet she doesn't know, I bet she wouldn't want it either
You made your choice and it wasn't me
And it wasn't me

And it wasn't me
And it wasn't me
The girl who'd drop everything and drive for you
Just about anything but die for you
Don't call me crazy
I know you remember it, too

Don't text me while your hands are on her
When I said we were friends It was defeat not an honor
You'll always feel sorry, you'll always run cold
You'll always find another girl who gives you something that I don't

And I still remember
How you made your choice