On the Beach

I'm a dude sitting on the beach
Contemplate anomalies
Hierarchy should I do it for me or my family
Fallen in a spiral get mistaken for some autumn leaves
Life could go both ways huh that is biology
I'm trying to break the mold and still appreciate the pottery
My family's done a lot for me but hope they keep their honesty
To themselves sometimes
Muted what they probably think
I was their ticket to the matrix lost the lottery
A crazy dream rapper
Going after what I'm following
I had to face fear to face me a whole revolving thing
Walking through the door to a side that might be hollow
We don't know 'til we step out of what's comforting no prophecies
Or promises
But I know what road it's gotta be
Waited too long like Black Friday started Halloween
If I'm not the biggest overthinker in The Universe
At least consider me your honoree
A dude who sits on the beach
Contemplates anomalies
Hierarchy should he do it for him or his family
Fallen in a spiral get mistaken for some autumn leaves
Life could go both ways huh that is biology

One's more simplified the other finds you wandering
The former gives you information kind that's formed scholarly
The latter asks more questions than it answers keep you pondering
Why it feel like heaven on earth but still in sauna heat
Music's a gray area no black and white piano keys
You want to seek the truth so stop preaching through your fallacies
My policy is you have more
Courage than you thought you'd need
It only comes after the situation it's guaranteed

I'm trying to break the mold and still appreciate the pottery
My family's done a lot for me but hope keep they keep their honesty
To themselves sometimes
Muted what they probably think
I was their ticket to the matrix lost the lottery
A crazy dream rapper
Going after what I'm following
I had to face fear to face me a whole revolving thing
I'm walking through the door to a side that might be hollow
We don't know 'til we step out of what's comforting no prophecies
Or promises given
I rap as long as it's written
And I'm fine with the backseat
I want to be driven
I'm asking God and The Universe to come to decisions
Done waiting too long like I was faxing permission
Now I'm unlatching the prism of the whole box I would sit in
And I'm hoping if my hand's extended yours would be gripping
A toxic world which we live in so cleanse the lens of your vision
Said what's the meaning
Does it matter
That's a solid description
I know my heart don't diminish there's never love with a limit
Had to give it myself first so I could finish
Done passing on Divinity it's more than I'm dishing
It's infinite tranquility don't mind if I'm ...
A dude sitting on the beach
Who concentrates beyond the breeze
There's gotta be someone out there who's pulling all the strings
Maybe we just guessing and it's jeopardy don't call on me
Airing out the bullshit sorry for the laundry