Evergreen

I'm a little on edge, feeling uneasy
I tried to run from my racing heart
Cause when you're in the thick of your feelings
You don't know it'll still tear you apart

I've been afraid before, but more afraid of fear itself
I wanted to escape be someone other than myself
There's more to me than meets the eyes and mine are opening
Soon I'll see

The clouds are hazy, but I'm on solid ground
For the first time, I'm finding my way out
Stuck in the deep end
Since I was seventeen
Now I'm evergreen

Now I'm evergreen
Now I'm evergreen

Some only see the tip of the iceberg
Some never see what lies underneath
Like an imposter hides behind laughter
Secretly wishing for discovery

I've been afraid before, but more afraid of fear itself
I know it's there, but I'm no longer running from myself
I see life in a new light and now it's clear to me
Now I see

The clouds are hazy, but I'm on solid ground
For the first time, I'm finding my way out
Stuck in the deep end
Since I was seventeen
Now I'm evergreen

Now I'm evergreen
Now I'm evergreen

Now there's fire in my veins, I'm bathing in a river of gold
Used to be caught in my shame, now I'm living in the flow
I couldn't live it down, I just wanted to get out
I'm turning a new leaf, my roots are growing deep down in the ground
I'm so much stronger than I used to be, yeah

The clouds are hazy, but I'm on solid ground
For the first time, I'm finding my way out
Stuck in the deep end
Since I was seventeen
Now I'm evergreen
The clouds are hazy, but I'm on solid ground
For the first time, I'm finding my way out
Stuck in the deep end
Since I was seventeen
Now I'm evergreen

Now I'm evergreen
Now I'm evergreen