Fading Out

I'm sick of seeing you in my dreams
Tired of waiting for a text on my home screen
Hoping that this was all just make believe
But I'm waking up, I don't see you the same
You locked the door and I changed my name
I used to hope that we would never fade

And I'm one drink away from fading out
I thought I saw you in the clouds
Do you dream of me when you fall asleep?
Or am I a recurring nightmare you see
When you're all alone?
Do you ever think to pick up the phone
And call me up when you're feeling as sad as I am?
Are you as sad as I am

And I'm waiting for the day I forget you
Your ghost lingers in my room
I still see you in my reflection
We're not the picture from last June
You're a snapshot I could never keep
Collecting dust that I could never see
You wasted away in front of me
We were only just a dream

And I'm one drink away from fading out
I thought I saw you in the clouds
Do you dream of me when you fall asleep?
Or am I a recurring nightmare you see
When you're all alone?
Do you ever think to pick up the phone
And call me up when you're feeling as sad as I am?
Are you as sad as I am

I know it's safe to be alone
But you've always felt like home
And the day you turned to stone
I felt every crack in my bones
It's funny how things change
I could never forget the days
When I said that I'd always love you
But you could never do the same

It's funny how we change

I know it's safe to be alone
But you've always felt like home