it was a really cold winter

It was a really cold winter
I laid alone in my bed
Lately life's been like a blizzard
Spinning around in my head
She took a plane to Bermuda
I never saw her again
He talked to me like I'm stupid
I fucking hate disrespect
Wasting my days
Staring into the sun
They know me by name
Call a table for one
And every damn winter
My soul starts out strong
But then I forget
What it's like to be numb
I'm getting overaggressive
Think it's the pill that I take
Selling my soul for protection
My body's not really mine anyway
I know I should try to listen
My gut has never been wrong
And my day is fogged with decisions
That take the air out my lungs
Wasting my days
Staring into the sun
They know me by name
But don't know where I'm from
And every damn winter
My soul starts out strong
But then I forget
What it's like to be numb
Will the sadness ever leave (will the s
When the trees turn into green
And i'm wasting in between
Cause the winter's got to me with
False highs
Chasing dopamine
I'm wasting time
Lifelike machines
All pretending
We're just fine
Wasting my days
Staring into the sun
They know me by name
But don't know where I'm from
And every damn winter
My soul starts out strong
But then I forget
What it's like to be numb



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