Spirit Bomber

So what
You think I'm a baby boy
Better yet
In the nights
I fill up my poison guts
I'm tenderized

Big love
Everything I need and more
Give it up
Take a lust
I am what the pipeline does
Toxic flush

Sorry but
There's no one I recognize
More I think
I almost forgot the wound was cauterized
Think I might have lost it all
Jig is up
Make a run
Still I fall

Say so
You can make a couple dollars cuz I say so
And it never really matters where the pay goes
I would burn a couple bridges if you say so
If you
Say so
Let my spirit bomber go and drop its payload
And one day I'll get payed baby in full
But it never really mattered what I said so
No it never really

There's always one step you can't cheat
Always one step shows its teeth
I know that I'm just tissue
I know that I am just bones
Connected by thin bridges of sinew and of foam
There's always one move you won't make
Always one thing that makes you afraid
I am too much for it
I'm too much for myself
How long before my shrapnel sits in jars upon the shelf

(I can't believe you, you idiot, you've doomed us all)

Say so
You can make a couple dollars cuz I say so
And it never really matters where the pay goes
I would burn a couple bridges if you say so
If you
Say so
Let my spirit bomber go and drop its payload
And one day I'll get payed baby in full
But it never really mattered what I said so
No it never really

Born on a soft blanket
Out of a soft womb
But I was destined for the mousetrap
As futures tend to loom
The fountain on the desk of my doctors receptionist
Marries to a siren to create a sonic fist
Trapped in it
I'm trapped in it
I've chosen my sick life
For every other seemed to feel as sharpened as the knife
I wake up to a woman with a face a tattoo of rabbits
She says that tricking death is the worst of my bad habits
No trial of my self lurking
As long as my lungs stay filled
So I pray to god I do my best
Until my time is killed
No belief in my engine
Screaming engine of peace
A heartbeat plateaus
As a tupperware lid's breached