Spaced Out

Flint

That's my spark

All of my emotions built-up it's a pile
I know I've been gone yeah I know it's been a while (Been a while)
Been a long time since I have a really smiled
Trying to do better, but I keep falling down (Falling down)
Spaced out in my head (Wow)
Sinking in my bed
Feeling like I'm dead
When I shouldn't even feel like this (NO!)

Life just knows how to really knock you down (Knock you down)
So many times that I got hit to the ground (Hit to the ground)
Got back up yeah I'm trying to keep a smile
God keep me safe from all the enemies around (Keep me safe)
'Cause I know there's people trying to stab me in the back
Trying to use me 'cause the heart that I have (Uhh)
Knowing that they use me, I get sad and they laugh
'Cause I'm really genuine yeah I was raised like that

Go ahead, mistreat me
Just leave me to thinking
That I don't mean nothing
Discard me
I don't understand why you want me
What's your intentions you forgot to mention
Make me feel less than depressed and stressed and
I don't know how to feel no more
Don't know what is real, no more
I don't wanna cry no more
Tell myself "don't cry no more"

But what do you do when the heart hurts so much
That you just keep building up, hiding all the pain away
Feeling like you've had enough no no I'm not OK
But I'm trying my best to stay
Positive every day

All of my emotions built-up it's a pile
I know I've been gone yeah I know it's been a while (Been a while)
Been a long time since I have a really smiled
Trying to do better, but I keep falling down
Spaced out in my head (Wow)
Sinking in my bed
Feeling like I'm dead
When I shouldn't even feel like this

All of my emotions built-up it's a pile
I know I've been gone yeah I know it's been a while
Been a long time since I have a really smiled
Trying to do better, but I keep falling down (Falling down)
Spaced out in my head
Sinking in my bed
Feeling like I'm dead
When I shouldn't even feel like this