Dying Tonight

I'm tired of the weird shit
I don't think I deserve that
My love for you dying tonight
My love for you dying tonight, tonight it's dying alright
The light that I saw you in, baby, it's dimming
Tonight baby, it's not so bright
The love that I had it's slipping away
I'm losing my grip, it ain't tight
I had a vision of me and you, but baby, I'm losing my sight
Everybody wanted you, so how I beat the odds, oh
My love wandered off, man, damn, that's fairly odd, oh
Like, I done really made the team and wanna stop going to practice, Oh
Like, girl, I liked you, but the way you act is unattractive

Couldn't change you, so I changed you, oh
It's funny how that work out
I was really tryna get to know you first, oh
But it ain't really work out
I gotta express myself, I gotta let this hurt out
Baby girl, this how I feel, I gotta get the words out
I was really feeling you, but honestly, girl, never mind
Bri told me I'll get a girl one day, one day it'll be my time
I want someone loyal by my side, tell me, is that a crime
If it's a crime, then come tell me and I'll do my time

After a while, Ion say nun
It is what it is and it ain't what it ain't
She telling me to express myself, but she ain't even letting me think
She telling me to speak my mind, but then she get mad when I can't
I'm tryna be here for you, baby, but all I be getting is complaints
Girl, you draining, baby, tell me, how could I miss you, Oh
Feelings numb off drugs and alcohol whenever I kiss you
You ain't gon' know what you had till you lose it
I know this gon' hit you
And you gone hit me late at night like Ty, I miss you, Oh
I wanted your love and you was running, so I moved for it, Oh
I want your love, but I ain't gon' look like no fool for it, no
I just want a real one I'm tired of the weird vibes
Tired of the downs and ups, all these rollercoaster rides

My love for you dying tonight (Yeah)
Tonight it's dying alright
The light that I saw in you, baby, it's dimming
Tonight baby, it's not so bright
The love that I had it's slipping away
I'm losing my grip, it ain't tight
I had a vision of me and you, but baby, I'm losing my sight
Everybody wanted you, so how I beat the odds, oh
My love wandered off, man, damn, that's fairly odd, oh
Like, I done really made the team and wanna stop going to practice, Oh
Like, girl, I like you, but the way you act it's unattractive

Yo, mindset just so messed up, how do you think like that?
Like, you be swearing you don't wanna lose me
But you act like you ain't tryna keep me either
But I'ma just choose me more and choose you less
I feel like that's the best
Like, I be attracting damaged people cause I got a healing spirit
But who gon' heal me?
It's like I gotta be selfish with my heart or I'm not gon' have one
Like, I promise I'm gon' love you through whatever
But I can't put up with whatever forever