If I Die

From up here, I can see you, beneath the tree
Climbed down there, tripped and fell
But you didn't seem to care
Your hair is awfully disheveled
Your skin is pale
Your lips are dry
And your eyes have gone red

How pitiful and helpless you look
Leaning weakly on that huge trunk
Sit next to you
While your eyes are just fixed on the horizon
Then you said

What if I end my life now?
Will I go to heaven?
I probably won't, right?
I probably won't, right?
What if I die today?
Will I be reborn?
To the place where I want to be
To the place where I want to be
To the place where real peace has its own temple
I could visit everyday
But, what if I end my life now?
What if I end my life now?
Will I still be reborn?
Or, will I get stuck in the horizon, eternally?

Never has my mind been utterly provoked before
Till I heard those lines
I grabbed your hand and squeezed it softly
And shifted my gaze towards the setting sun
You began shedding tears
As your words linger in my head

What if I end my life now?
Will I go to heaven?
I probably won't, right?
I probably won't, right?
What if I die today?
Will I be reborn?
To the place where I want to be
To the place where I want to be
To the place where real peace has its own temple
I could visit everyday
But, what if I end my life now?
What if I end my life now?
Will I still be reborn?
Or, will I get stuck in the horizon, eternally?

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

These are my beliefs
I said as I wipe your tears between your sobs
You will not die unless it's your time
Heaven and hell exist and there's purgatory too
Killing yourself will get you stuck in the latter
If you wait for death you might be reincarnated
But if you chase it you might be stuck in that horizon eternally



Credits
Writer(s): Helen Daniel Biato
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