Word Vomit

Passed out after the party
My lungs could barely take
All the words I kept spewing out again

Woke up feeling so funny
My stomach in knots
Going over all the over-sharing I did
And did and did again

Hindsight isn't so friendly
She keeps me up late
Sharing secrets that were Never my business anyway

Numbness becomes my body
Brain fog in my skull
Mulling over all the non-stop talking I did
And did, and did again

Silence makes me panic
My mouth running again
Anxious, feel so depressed
Dissect everything I said
I drink, just ignore it
I think I'm too honest
Won't speak, that's a promise
I choke on my word vomit

Vision's feeling so blurry
But faces appear
Staring blankly at my
Mouth going a hundred light years

Blurting out an 'I'm sorry'
Then run out the door
To my getaway who's counting down the moment like
Five... and four... and three, two, one

Silence makes me panic
My mouth running again
Anxious, feel so depressed
Dissect everything I said
I drink, just ignore it
I think I'm too honest
Won't speak, that's a promise
I choke on my word vomit

Wanna skip this town and change my name
I go on walks and feel like I'm just
Waiting on the day that I'll become
Found out against my will, and it's like
Running from a thought that's been repressed
It's all in my head, I'm selfish, self-obsessed
So coming out the other end, I become my only friend
Cause the only thing to do that's left to do is
Push and pull, evaporate
Oh, push and pull and fade away

Silence makes me panic
My mouth running again
Anxious, feel so depressed
Dissect everything I said
I drink, just ignore it
I think I'm too honest
Won't speak, that's a promise
I choke on my word vomit

Silence makes me panic
My mouth running again
Anxious, feel so depressed
Dissect everything I said
I drink, just ignore it
I think I'm too honest
Won't speak, that's a promise
I choke on my word vomit
On my word vomit