2.Be.There

This is definitely still the drop, though

My head sinks into my stomach
Sometimes I just feel nothing
Wish I could feel something
I was there but always rushing

My head sink into my stomach
Sometimes I just feel nothing
Wish I could feel something
I was there but always rushing

Time had passed the past
I wonder how much I'm never gettin' back
I wonder what the future me would have done in the past
But I'm not going back

I wish I was still there before I had the crash
To see you hit me like a ton of bricks
This life always tryin' to fix the life that I live
But my light's never broken it only gets dull, so

Maybe I'm just gettin' old
Maybe it's because I never sold my soul
Into what I love, this life I chose
Never wanted to hate myself so much
But I know I swear, I'ma change it
And this hatred can't look away

Time is a wastin', but look at you fadin'
Smokin' cigarettes, sleepin', stayin' the same
Never choosin' a higher frame to aim for
What do you bring to the table? Are you able?
Are you able? What do you bring to the table?

I just wanna be real
I don't wanna conceal anything that I feel
Can I just be real while that turns my wheels?
Fire burns in the heart, it works in the lungs
If it's under my heels, I sink into how I feel
I just need a little time, let a human heal
This is so much in my mind, gotta figure out a deal
The cards on my hands, you can bet I'll keep it real

I'm movin' day to day, it feels like I'm wastin'
The way it feels like I've been takin'
On all these strains without givin' myself a break
Sometimes I get speed and I don't notice
But pray to pump on your brakes, I'll cry out if I need to

Won't even show it, would you even notice?
Fuck that, I can't try to hide who I am
I'm a dumb kid tryin' to grow up, yeah, I struggle
With some dumb shit
Tobacco and cannabis make me feel bliss
But it's numb and I can hardly breathe anymore
But I want it, I want it, I want it, I want it

Hope I can fortify myself to ignore it
Walls in the way, they try to keep me from my fortunes
But you won't get in my way, I'll keep on movin' forward
Movin' forward, movin' forward

My head sinkin' to my stomach
Sometimes I just feel nothing
Wish I could just feel something
I was there but always rushing

My head sinks into my stomach
Sometimes I just feel nothing
Wish I could feel something
I was there but always rushing

My head sinks into my stomach
Sometimes I just feel nothing
Wish I could feel something
I was there but always rushing

I was there
I don't even know what that means
But it sounds and feels emotional
You can't take back a moment
You can only have been there as much as you were
That's what I was tryin' to say
That's what that was supposed to mean
Supposed to mean like you experienced shit once
You experienced shit once
That's all I've ever been

Have you on the same day at the same time
At the same age? (No)
At the same age? (He has a point)