Fate

How do I relate that I don't even know myself?

Growing up with a twisted mind, always wanted to hurt myself, myself
Growing up with a twisted mind-mind-mind, always wanted to hurt myself, myself
I was afraid getting found, found, who am I? who am I? Oh, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa
I'm lost, I'm lost

Lost in this place, it's always been this way, people are hatin' for my being full
What I create, wanted to kill myself for demons, do more won't change, it's seems range
And I'm just thinking of the ways so I don't know myself, really know soul, really know my ancestor
Don't even know my home, maybe don't know where you come from, where is it to go
Even though I was stupid and dumb-young, how can you grow from the root, man?
I parachute, making fun still, I ain't sue it, all the pain it took me to realize what is my truth
That I wanna have the people who are just as lost as I am too

I know it's hard and I know you brighter scarred and I know sometimes you're hatin' who you are
Lessons only come after the mistake's in the sun
And I promise, I promise, I promise that we get us afar 'cause I've always been this way

Growing up with a twisted mind-mind-mind, always wanted to hurt myself, myself
How do I relate?
I was afraid getting found, found, found, who am I? who am I? Oh, whoa, oh, whoa
I'm lost, lost

A step forward and two steps back is better than none at all
If you stay on track and you can fall so low and still come back
Climbin' higher than you ever had, make amends, make your way
Make this last, turn all the hate that you have into gratefulness for what ain't bad

You can eat and you can sleep, you're alive and you can breathe
You got teeth and you got sheets, you got a ride and you got ease
Compared to most, most should be grateful, by comparison these days make disables
Yo, killed by a bros at war, they don't know, realize to realize how realizing grow
Don't be lost in the ways that you walk, gotta stay the same
So you never gonna change, what you get in life doesn't make you great
You do that yourself with every step you take, ay

We not our past or even our future, all we got is the now
You aren't defined by anything more than yourself
Before you get yourself, make sure you are saying good things
A lot of people don't know who they are, remember who you are tryin' to be
Because most don't have the consciousness, stay up



Credits
Writer(s): Armando Zamudio
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