Final Words

I lost count of years since last we spoke
As well as all my days you stole
No longer am I cursed, a haunted home
All forgiven, released your ghost

I know, I know
Easier to take than to let go

You always said you wanted everything (everything)
Gave you the world, but you kept spiraling (you kept spiraling)
And we would do the same shit over and over
'Til we're spinning in circles again
And so I lay this to rest

Every night reciting these words of grief
Though time has altered their meaning
Let it resonate with anyone who feels the same
I can't revel on, I have to turn the page

I know, I know
Easier to take than to let go

You always said you wanted everything
Gave you the world, but you kept spiraling (you kept spiraling)
And we would do the same shit over and over
'Til we're spinning in circles again
No longer waking up with broken teeth (every day)
Early morning's own anxiety (broke its hold on me)
I couldn't hold your burden day after day
When I was feeling my bones start to break

So I let go
I had to bury you before your memories buried me
I had to bury you
I can't leave my heart six feet deep

Six feet deep

You always said you wanted everything
Gave you the world, but you kept spiraling
And we would do the same shit over and over
'Til we're spinning in circles again
No longer waking up with broken teeth (every day)
Early morning's own anxiety (broke its hold on me)
I couldn't hold your burden day after day
When I was feeling my bones start to break

(You always said you wanted everything)
Don't be surprised when you don't ever fucking hear from me
I tried to help, but now I'm drowning in the irony
You wanted everything, you wanted everything
You wanted everything, you wanted everything