scarred

I'm ripping off my skin
And watching
My punished body is bleeding
I'm worthy of it
I'm embarrassed of myself
Can't fight it
Can't eat a fucking thing
But mouth's watering
I
I'm sick if I'm hungry
And I
Can't stand myself when I'm talking
I'm a fucking mess
Stop pretending
Say it now or when you can't like me
I need to take pills to sleep
'Cause I can't shut my brain off
And I
I'm sick if I'm lonely
And I
Can't stand myself when I'm happy
Or when I'm scared, I'm scarred, my heart
Or when I cry
Can't love I can't even play guitar
I try so hard to change my mind
Can't, I hate every single part
And I
I
I can't get away
You think that you hate me
You should see how I treat myself
I'm my own reason to go to hell
I'm digging my own grave



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