Mood Swings

These mood swings get the best of me, best of me
I might be happy but it never seems to stay with me
Cause now I'm crying on the floor
Never really sure what moves me
I'm always moody

I don't know what to expect
Everyday is a test
And I'm failing at best
I am so lost
Hard to enjoy a moment when you got
Limited time before it's leaving
Time is fleeting
And I worry when everything's going well it's 'bout to go downhill
I just got a feeling
I try to shake it but that's how it goes
When I am alone, I am a pessimist
But it's not based on worries alone
There are things actually happening
How I feel, it changes from moment to moment and I can't control it
I'm being pulled in every direction from every question
I ask myself why
Why do I feel this way?
I am not feeling great
Am I okay?
When I feel better is it gonna last or will it go away?
I never know
It's either lows or really high
I just avoid getting too close
To any particular feeling that I undergo

These mood swings get the best of me, best of me
I might be happy but it never seems to stay with me
Cause now I'm crying on the floor
Never really sure what moves me
I'm always moody

It's like an emotional rollercoaster
I'm spinnin' tryna keep my head straight
But this happens too often
I'm sick of just dealing with it everyday
Will I fall back to the dark state?
Can I move on and be okay?
These are questions I've been asking
There's no answer to my misery
I'm getting sick of me and all these voices
Who do I talk to when there are no choices?
I write in a journal, I think it's important
But after a while it gets kinda boring
I swear that I'm trying to be a good person
These internal battles releasing a poison
Right onto the people I love
Wish I could explain to them

These mood swings get the best of me, best of me
I might be happy but it never seems to stay with me
Cause now I'm crying on the floor
Never really sure what moves me
I'm always moody
These mood swings get the best of me, best of me
I might be happy but it never seems to stay with me
Cause now I'm crying on the floor
Never really sure what moves me
I'm always moody



Credits
Writer(s): Sophie Pecora
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