Decay

You shower with your guy best friend
The one you dated way back when
You told me that it'd never end
You told me just to get over myself
You act so innocent
You're off now telling all your friends
That I was toxic, I was bad
But honey, you were the problem
Cause who would've ever guessed
That me and you
We wouldn't last?
Except for everyone
Blinded by the way you made me feel
It wasn't real
You're just another one
I've never stopped to think about
Where I belong without a doubt
I've never found a sense of self
I'm beggin' cryin' for your help
My life is meaningless this way
Relationships make me decay
You lied to me, constantly
About the stupidest of things
And then you'd hide your words behind some shit like
"I just wanted to make you happy"
And all I really have to say
Is being 996 miles away
It seems like bullshit for you to need space
'Cause who would've ever guessed
That you'd have already moved on from me
Again it's everyone
I've tried to fill the void
But it was there before I met you
And now I'm done
I've never stopped to think about
Where I belong without a doubt
I've never found a sense of self
I'm beggin' cryin' for your help
My life is meaningless this way
Relationships make me decay

I've never stopped to think about
Where I belong without a doubt
I've never found a sense of self
I'm beggin' cryin' for your help
My life is meaningless this way
Your so called love made me decay



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