I Always Do

My mind is always full of thoughts
Feel like I'm doing too much but not enough
An endless war of joy and pain
I just want to be happy again

Sometimes I miss being a kid
Seems I lose when I try to win
Don't know how but I'll
I'll make it through
I always do
I'll make it through
I always do

Why do all of my friends hate me?
I'm not who I am I'm who they want me to be
If life's a game then the Devil is beating me
I'm trapped inside my head and I can't leave

I'm fine today anxious tomorrow
When night comes I'm filled with sorrow
These pills and drugs can only help so much
But I know that I will make it through
This pain and doubt and hurt is nothing new
As sad as that sounds it's my reality
I always make it through and that makes mе



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