Confessions

After all we've been through, yeah, them two years
Can't believe you put me through my worst fear
Still tryna process that you're not here
Miss the sound of your voice inside my ears
Tryna figure out the man inside the mirror
Fake smile on me, I ain't talkin' bout veneers
Been a minute since you called me, now you
actin' weird
Tell me that you love me, but that's not how
it appears

I hate the fact that you got me second-guessin
God gave me this life, and I know that it's a blessing
That's why mama told me, watch the people that you mess with
Guessin' it was too late by the time I got the message
I've always had a problem gettin' stuck up on my exes
The only way I moved on when I found out who the next is
I'm just bein' honest, I'm givin' you my confessions
Am I livin' in the past or livin' in the present?

I know that I'm not perfect, I did you dirty first
But you left me all alone, and that's what makes it worse
I really should've known, cause karma is a curse
What goes around comes around, those the wisest words
What I loved about you, you didn't care about the pearls
All you cared about was me and my curls
Givin' me my sweatshirt, you must think that I'm Earl
Don't you ever forget that you was my girl

Honestly, it hurts that you with someone else
Your love was like heaven, but you puttin' me through hell
Locked up in my thoughts like my brain is my cell
Knowin' that you with him, you not pickin' up your cell
Not openin' your messages, might hit you through the mail
I promised you I'd fix this, but yet again I fail
I'm payin' for my sins like they put that shit on sale
These all the confessions that Moon$truck got to tell