Free

They say that I'm okay
I say that I'm fine
I hope you can see through
What I say is a lie
And all that I am
Versus who I could be
I think I give up?
I don't like what I see

It's something you said
Or nothing I heard
That broke me into pieces
And made my heart hurt
This emptiness I feel
And tired of being alone
I just want to be happy
My soul wants a home

And I'm fighting inside
To keep myself alive
But it's harder when
I pretend
That everything is fine
And I'm broken and torn
With who I need to be
Because all of this
Hurts and hits
And I just want to be free

They say that it's wrong
To feel the way I feel
Like I'm not there
My emotions aren't real
I stare in the mirror
Reflection's just a phase
So why am I stuck?
In my mind, it's a maze

It's something you saw
Or nothing I dreamt
That took away the meaning
Of what I really meant
This emptiness I feel
And tired of being alone
I just want to be happy
My soul wants a home

But I'm fighting inside
To keep myself alive
But it's harder when
I pretend
That everything is fine
And I'm broken and torn
With who I need to be
Because all of this
Doesn't fit
And I just want to be free

But there's nothing you could do
To bring me to the light
It's said and done
I can't outrun
This war i fight inside
And there's nothing you could say
To save me from myself
Cause once I'm gone
It won't be long
Until it's someone else