Am I the Only One

Am I the only one who asks his love
If what I did was wrong when I was younger?
Am I the narcissist who needs
The focus racked to all my pain and my discomfort?
Am I escapist or a sadist?
Can you save me?
Can you help me find where I am good?
Sitting up late in bed, self-hate and shame
Wanting to be dead, wanting to grow another body

Wanted to write about the bad men
That I've known throughout my life
But I'll be honest
I have to look within my heart
And grieve the things that I have done
To find forgiveness and some love
I am the good man that my wife says that I am
But I have also been so awful
Absolution never came, so I find a way
To integrate the demons in my soul

Am I the only one who asks?
Am I the only one who asks?
"Can I reconcile my past?"
Am I the only one who asks?
Am I the only one who asks?
Am I the only one who asks
"Can I reconcile my past?"
Am I the only one who asks?

Here I am
Here I am, before you
Here I am
Here I am, at last
Here I am
Here I am, before you
Here I am
Here I am, at last



Credits
Writer(s): John Rossiter
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