Hanging Out the Window

Storm's coming down
Shut everybody in
You deal in absolutes
Yeah, it was sink or swim
My thoughts, they're throwing down
I feel it in my chest now
Reminder, relentless
You need a rest

Hanging out the window
Waving as she went
I wanted to slow down
She wanted to breathe it all in
How can I give you the whole world
When the feeling isn't full enough?
When I held your face
And you were soft
If it was a race then you know
We both lost
Lost
Lost
Lost

We joke because we have to
Truth lapping at our feet
The sand, it cracks me open
And now I'm begging
To see the warmth you showed me once
You love the chase
You love chaos

Hanging out the window
Waving as she went
I wanted to slow down
She wanted to breathe it all in
How can I give you the whole world
When the feeling isn't full enough?
When I held your face
And you went soft
If it was a race then you know
We both lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost

I wish we could've held back
I wish it never went that far
Remember reading your books to me?
Remember fighting at the bar?
Remember when you dropped my hand?
Remember being in the park?
Laying on the ground hurt my neck
But you were with me on the grass

I never meant to be so proud
You never meant to push so hard
We didn't have to be together
You didn't have to safeguard
It felt like I had to lose
But surrender, it starts forcing through
I'll remember the good parts of you
Parts of you

Hanging out the window
Waving as she went
I wanted to slow down
She wanted to breathe it all in
How can I give you the whole world
When the feeling isn't full enough?
When I held your face
And you went soft
If it was a race then you know
We both lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost