Stillwater (feat. Taylor Barber & Left to Suffer)
Fighting the current that's dragging me further the white flag is raised so pull me under
Fuck
I'm not writing this to satiate my suicidal fantasies I'm closer to the edge than I have ever been
I can see the light
Let me drown
Swimming to the black and white all bleeding into grey
I can't tell the difference tell the big one I don't fucking pray
Any fates a blessing I'll return and haunt your walls
Cover up a twisted world in which everything's my fault
I can't take it
I'm done playing with you
I won't fake it
I'd be lying if I
Said I didn't want to die
Fuck the change you can keep the difference
It's not like it'll be put to use
I can not take any more of this abuse
What's left to lose
Fuck
Pull me under
That's right motherfucker
I give in
You fucking win
Is this what you wanted
In suffering, my salvation
I see it
I'm out of ideas
I'm running away from the demons in my head I fear
A piece of me is so severe
I chose to stick it out
And I never wanna see your face pressed against my glass again
I'll just suffer in the end
As I tap into your fears buried deep within
A disease has punished me
Under pressure
Die
Cast your judgment
Return back to the hole in the ground
Taste of Ritalin
Carcinogen
I'm dead again
Cutting off the middleman
I can't ascend
When it should've been
My blood again
I deserve to die
As light fades
A paltry ripple is snuffed out
Another fucking wave comes to crush my ribcage
At the end of the day I'm just a man consumed by my rage
Cut off the ends of my godforsaken hands
Now
Taking me over the edge
Help
Welcome death
Fuck
I'm not writing this to satiate my suicidal fantasies I'm closer to the edge than I have ever been
I can see the light
Let me drown
Swimming to the black and white all bleeding into grey
I can't tell the difference tell the big one I don't fucking pray
Any fates a blessing I'll return and haunt your walls
Cover up a twisted world in which everything's my fault
I can't take it
I'm done playing with you
I won't fake it
I'd be lying if I
Said I didn't want to die
Fuck the change you can keep the difference
It's not like it'll be put to use
I can not take any more of this abuse
What's left to lose
Fuck
Pull me under
That's right motherfucker
I give in
You fucking win
Is this what you wanted
In suffering, my salvation
I see it
I'm out of ideas
I'm running away from the demons in my head I fear
A piece of me is so severe
I chose to stick it out
And I never wanna see your face pressed against my glass again
I'll just suffer in the end
As I tap into your fears buried deep within
A disease has punished me
Under pressure
Die
Cast your judgment
Return back to the hole in the ground
Taste of Ritalin
Carcinogen
I'm dead again
Cutting off the middleman
I can't ascend
When it should've been
My blood again
I deserve to die
As light fades
A paltry ripple is snuffed out
Another fucking wave comes to crush my ribcage
At the end of the day I'm just a man consumed by my rage
Cut off the ends of my godforsaken hands
Now
Taking me over the edge
Help
Welcome death
Credits
Writer(s): Taylor Barber
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