FINALLY LIVING

Sometimes i feel like a failure you ain't gotta say it ik i failed ya i just didn't have nuts to tell ya
You was that shoulder that i can fall on you was that person i could count on i miss that feeling now that it's gone
Do you still hear me are you listening i miss how we use to kick it you was the only one that listen
You made the hair on my arm stand up every i seen you i got butterflies i tried my best to not look in your eyes
No i ain't perfect but what you said i ain't deserve it made me feel like I wasn't worthy i ain't gone lie you had me hurting
It really opened my eyes now I'm on game people say what want to you first they get what they get what they want they want from you then change
Like what you want from me i show all love and all me teeth ion wanna show y'all when I'm hurt that's why i keep a smile on me
Even on my worst days and i go through it by myself i still be here everybody else
Feel like you hurt me cause you know i had love for ya but see now I'm over ya no ion wanna get close to ya so i ignore ya
If you ask how i feel now i'll say euphoria i'm on better things this here a better me i ain't who you use to know
I'm on my shit now ouu kill em like lil terrio look how i'm better though they ain't believe in me now I'm on they radio
Look how i got it I can't believe I'm finally living my dream mama i'm doing my thing mama turn on youtube and watch yo boy sing mama
When i get on my knees and pray to yah i'll okay just watch my people when i ain't around and make sure everybody safe
When people say my music help them it put a smile on my face and for them ones just going you'll be okay
I think it's safe to say now that I'm living at first i was livid i was doing anything to get a feeling
And for the ones that ran over me I'm still wishing and hoping that you still get it I can't wish bad on you it just not in me
I'm finally living i'm on the road doing my thing i'm finally living my dream
I'm finally living see at first they ain't believe then i hit 200k for just being me
I'm finally living told them this what i was gone do they ain't believe me well I'm living proof
I'm finally living only thing missing is you hoping you'll call my phone to talk it through