XXI Century Love

XXI Century type of love
Faster than the light
The devil it's in every couple's cue

At fourteen, I've watched
My friends getting chicks
At the time, I thought
"I lost my timing"

I'm seventeen, it all came like
A rush, and I'm stuck into it
So late, but running like ever
Three years in three months, how can I?
How can I did what I've done?

I know that's just the way it goes
My mom told me I accept so low
"Oh son, I just don't want you to suffer"

Do you think I wanted?
Kissing guys double my age
Expecting calls everyday
Doing my body, an object
Playing the victim while I'm sober

Wanted?
Put the blame on my hormones
For never doing well alone
Taking a while to get my shit
I guess both of us didn't wanted it

Everything is already so hardcore for rainbows
But instead of standing for each other
They made a living hell

If I liked myself more
I swear I wouldn't do this
I guess love is for those who know self love

I'm seventeen, it all came like
A contest of whose the coldest
I'm breathing ash from my fire
I'm so proud, I can't take on my pain
I need to find someone to blame

I know that's just the way it goes
But my dad hate me and the ones I love
"Oh son, you're a shame to my surname"

Do you think I wanted?
Kissing guys double my age
Expecting calls everyday
Doing my body, an object
Playing the victim while I'm sober

Wanted
Put the blame on my hormones
For never doing well alone
Taking a while to get my shit
I guess both of us didn't wanted it

If it's harsh now
How will it be when I get older?
Living like a hopeful, hanging on the phone
Living alone, never giving my mom grandchildren

If it's harsh now
Why do they say this is our best phase?
Eternal yearning's hostage
Losing sleep, judged like a sin
Saying to my old self: "you deserve it"

Do you think I deserved it?
Fucking my head for half an hour
In a mall's restroom like a coward
Turning lust into headaches
Burning my skin at every gaze

Deserved it
All of this lack of affection
Will I learn my lesson?
I'm so stupid, never special
Blind looking for the exception

Do you think I wanted?
Kissing guys double my age
Expecting calls everyday
Doing my body, an object
Playing the victim while I'm sober

Wanted
Put the blame on my hormones
For never doing well alone
Taking a while to get my shit
I guess both of us didn't wanted it

XXI Century type of love
Faster than the light
The devil it's in every couple's cue



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