Both

Gave into my impulse
Checked who your new girl was
It's wild you moved on
Wounded then you add salt
How dare you to still make me feel like shit

Friends call to hype me up
But the high won't last long
Can't write a damn thing
Without your name in a song

I swear I'm tryin' to face it
But I keep dissociating
Turning all your pictures around
Dunno why I even save them
It's not because I want you
I'm just scared of getting used to my life now
Coming home to no one
Waking up without you
Hate to say I kinda like it alone
Oh, my feelings keep changing
I think I'm goin' crazy
But maybe I'm allowed to be
Allowed to be
Allowed to be

Both happy and sad
A little this, a little that
Guess healing don't feel like a straight line

I'm not in denial
I'm on edge with a smile
Yeah I'm hurt but I know I'll be fine

Goin' through all our old texts
Just when I thought I moved on
Cry and then stop myself
'Cause the hurt don't last long

I swear I'm tryin' to face it
But I keep dissociating
Turning all your pictures around
Dunno why I even save them
It's not because I want you
I'm just scared of getting used to my life now
Coming home to no one
Waking up without you
Hate to say, I kinda like it alone
Oh, my feelings keep changing
I think I'm goin' crazy
But maybe I'm allowed to be both

Oh, I'm tryin' to face it
But I keep dissociating
Turning all your pictures around
Dunno why I even save them
It's not because I want you
I'm just scared of getting used to my life now
Coming home to no one
Waking up without you
Hate to say I kinda like it alone
Oh, my feelings keep changing
I think I'm goin' crazy
But maybe I'm allowed to be both

Maybe I'm allowed to be both



Credits
Writer(s): Anna Gwendolyn Kline, Christian Attilio Rizzo, Lorelei Marcell
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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