Alcoholic

Hi my name is Zakk and I'm a fucking alcoholic,
Blame it on my dad because he was an absent father,
Everyone hates me because I never fuckin call them,
Crazy as it sounds I don't think that is the problem,

See my luck was down I started drinking out the bottle,
Doing all these drugs tried to save my life with molly,
Mom was not impressed so I told her that I'm sorry,
I been so depressed took a trip to ease my stress

Yea I tried to stay off drugs but without them life is boring,
Put myself in debt and now im working to be poor again,
Texted all my exes, saying that I was a born again,
They didn't believe me and I can't say that I blame them,

Drug addicted piece of shit is what they wanna call me,
Maybe I should change my fucking madein name to Culkin,
Everytime I get back up I fuck it up and fall again,
Waiting on my next fuck up like yeah I dropped the ball again,

Or end up in the hospital another fucking overdose,
End up having thoughts again I guess im not as strong as most,
Maybe I just need a friend some one to kinda give me hope,
Clinging to the past again all I do is drink and mope,

Maybe if my life did end my mom would find a way to cope,
Popping all these pills again I turned around,
Went back to blow,
Anything to get me high,
"What are these?"
Man I dont know,
I hate who I've become every thought tells me to off myself,
Love to feel numb and that's why the bottle helps so much,
I know it sounds dumb but I really like to cut myself,

I dont give any fucks man I'll fuck the preachers daughter,
I'm back to who I was don't give a fuck about who I am,

I'll record the whole thing,
Then I'll show his congregation,
Show up to the service be like
"Damn that's fornication"
Cum all on her face just to hear the conversation,
And dress up out of place so they know just who they hatin,

I'll be up front row and I think thats innovation,
Since the day I was born I been looking up to Satan
I'll spike the Lords blood with some cocain and a chaser,
I'll blame it on the fun now I need a damn eraser,

I take back what I said,
A little drunk,
I'm okay sir,
I got a whole case,
At my place,
I'm a drinker,
Don't be a bitch,
Drink it straight,
Without chaser,

Alcoholic Anonymous an optimistic hater,
Imma keep on drinking till I end up in a graveyard,
Mom is always scared for me because I am a gambler,
Place your bets on me because I wont stop till I'm famous,
Imma keep on going till Slim Shady throws a name dis,

Showed up way too drunk,
For Alcoholic Anonymous,
I can feel them judge,
Maybe I'm being to ominous,
I don't give a fuck,
I'm drunk,
It's pretty obvious,
Lookin' at me strange,
Fuck I think they're on to us.

All I need is just one sip and after that I'm feainin,
I don't need no one year chip i'd rather have a fly wheel,
Love the purple shit up in my cup yea I love leanin',
Codine and promethizine make me feel like I'm healing,
Voices in my head are screaming,
I don't wanna hear them,
Drown myself in booze so I can drown my darkest demons,
Mom said that they drag me down
But they're my only source of feelings,
I been healing.