Fear of Happy Endings

Came back in case I'd see you
Now I'm just passing through
My hometown graveyard
Plotting my next downfall
Thought I was growing up
But I was sinking lower
You only shined like love
Reflected once I'm older
I got no home here anymore
So what the fuck would I stay for

Doubting if I'd ever find the one
I would call my own
When will I start caring
Aren't I sick of sharing
Ending up alone
Was conditioned by the drama
Watched the screen but never saw
What's behind the curtains drawn
Got a fear of happy endings
Getting bored, admitting
I don't want what's next to come

Passed your house a couple times
Not the way I used to drive
Hoped you'd see me crack a smile
So you'd know I'm doin just fine
Everyone on my old block
Shades me with a face of stone
Save the last friend that I got
Like i didn't let her down the most
No one here knows me anymore
So who the fuck would I stay for

Doubting if I'd ever find the one
I would call my own
When will I start caring
Aren't I sick of sharing
Ending up alone
Was conditioned by the drama
Watched the screen but never saw
What's behind the curtains drawn
Got a fear of happy endings
Getting bored, admitting
I don't want what's next to come

Won't see this through just to leave
If it's not you it must be me
I fucked it all up
Like I always knew I would
I tore it all down
Like I always will
I've got nothing to say for myself
So why would I stay



Credits
Writer(s): Miranda Beatrice Page Hardy
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