Bumblebee Drinks Lavender

I paid with a currency
Body, heart, and home
For an evening to hold you close

Some days you were too close
Others too far away
Once I looked into the mirror and I saw your face
I wanted to feel you there

Bumblebee drinks lavender
A kind of calm I'll never have
Under ruler ego I'll only let you hold me
If it's in the lime-light
It's so life like it's like life

You treated me just like a rubberband
Pulled me into your hands
Right before you shot me back out again

I'm so scared to love again
I'm making the same mistakes
I thought I'd changed but I am still the same
I need to know you care

Bumblebee drinks lavender
If I wasn't addicted to the idea of
God, tree, friend, mother, and good person
I could let myself love and be loved all the way through

Bumblebee drinks lavender
Today I am laughing for no reason at all
There's no competition
I'm not keeping score
I'm breathing in
And who knows how long for



Credits
Writer(s): Camille Schmidt
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