All I Miss

I didn't wanna find out the hard way
But now it's too late
I didn't wanna let go of our dreamscape
But now it's too late

I'm missing all our good times, even bad days
It's hard to tolerate
I'm missing streams of starlight in your hallway
And I'm not okay

I pictured we'd turn out just fine
But now our worlds are cut up by time

I knew you wouldn't be all I miss
I miss skies we never got to see
Now we dream separately
How could you be all I miss
When our lives were oh-so intertwined
I miss a past version of me

I'm missing how I joked when I was with you
Now I'm not the same
I'm missing how you danced in funny ways
Just to make my day

I pictured we'd turn out just fine
But now our worlds are cut up by time

I knew you wouldn't be all I miss
I miss skies we never got to see
Now we dream separately
How could you be all I miss
When our lives were oh-so intertwined
I miss a past version of me

I counted up small details just to save them
But then life stole them away
I shouted from the rooftops, so cathartic
Spelled out reasons that we can't stay happy

I knew you wouldn't be all I miss
I miss skies I thought we were meant to see
I miss all we'll never be
How could you be all I miss
When my eyes play all these funny tricks
Can't see a new version of me
When you're not all I miss