At Night

I know I had these feelings
That I had to hide
Since you had every dirty thought
In the book and probably more
I just want my youth back so
I'm trying every time to fill the gaps
You stole every inch from me
I know I shouldn't think about you
It doesn't help you have
Another version of you around me
Late at night when I should be asleep
My mind's wide awake
Wondering about you
I feel so stuck that sometimes
I have to run noises to make me sleep
Sometimes I wonder how
You can sleep so soundly at night
While I'm struggling
And want to hide in shame
I know I shouldn't think about you
It doesn't help you have
Another version of you around me
Late at night when I should be asleep
My mind's awake
Wondering about you
I still wonder if
You'll ever come to terms
I wonder what your brother thinks
That's around the same age as me
Or a little bit older
But who knows what his morals are
I know I shouldn't think about you
It doesn't help you have
Another version of you around me
Late at night when I should be asleep
My mind's wide awake
Wondering about you
Ohh Nah Nah
I'm still processing like
A computer seeking a file
I feel like I was just a
Mannequin you wanted to
Push around
Out of all the past people
You're the one that made
The books for sure
Not in a good way



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Writer(s): Maleah Frederick
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