Not Today

Told myself I wanted to change but not today
Saw my own reflection, I couldn't help it, I looked the other way
I've got a stomach ache in my heart, I've got a heartache in my head
And life gave me a debt that I don't know how pay back yet

Can you do me a favor?
Can you call me later?
Maybe this evening
Cause I need something to look forward to
And I want that thing to be you

Every morning starts off the same way on the exact same page
Got a cloudy brain with a tiny chance of happiness happening
I found a harder way of doing every thing
Trying to fix it all while it breaks in front of me

Can you do me a favor?
Can you call me later?
Maybe this evening
Cause I need something to look forward to
And I want that thing to be you

I keep myself busy till your call comes
Maybe get lost in nostalgia
Walk by your old place to see if the lights are on
Or if you moved away like you said you would
I might imagine what's going on
Right now inside of my childhood home
Or maybe spend the time trying learn how to love someone
Until your call comes

Told myself I wanted to change but not today
Saw my own reflection, I couldn't help it, I looked the other way
I've got myself convinced that the burden is only built
For the shoulders strong enough to carry it upon the hill
I wanna tell you everything when you call, I can't sit still
I wanna tell you everything when you call, but I don't think you will
But I don't think you will



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Fernandez, Katie Buchanan
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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