My Choices

I'm being so for real
Really ain't got time to waste no effort
Had to fully depend on God
When I died to self then caught my blessing
How am I supposed to feel
When my whole life been misdirected
By the choices that I've made
And still I pray for his direction

I'm being so for real
Really ain't got time to waste no effort
Had to fully depend on God
When I died to self then caught my blessing
How am I supposed to feel
When my whole life been misdirected
By the choices that I've made
And still I pray for his direction

Feeling neglected without him but then I'm protected
Felt I was losing reception
Then we got connected covered in His blood
Really got me stepping
Why I'ma pray for my enemies Lord
When my enemy's drawing them weapons
For the kingdom we move in succession
Hope you get the message
Why would I ask you a question when I called your phone and you didn't even answer

Now I patiently wait for His blessing
However He send I'm accepting
Can't depend on the reverend
In heaven he can't be a reference

Stop playing with my nose inhaled
That's when I was healed by His essence
Back from the dead Lazarus
All bone fleshless

The devil had me first
I was coming for seconds
I was down bad and that's when I called on heaven
I'm being so for real

Really ain't got time to waste no effort
Had to fully depend on God
When I died itself then caught my blessing
How am I supposed to feel
When my whole life been misdirected
By the choices that I've made and still I pray for his direction

I'm being so for real
Really ain't got time to waste no effort
Had to fully depend on God
When I died itself then caught my blessing
How am I supposed to feel
When my whole life been misdirected
By the choices that I've made
And still I pray for his direction

I switched up on my image
Had to find a new way around it
Couldn't stay around it
Made my problems grow bigger huh

Had to learn as I flipped through the pages of the Bible
Now I'm in love with the paper cuts
Used to depend on a thrill like Jack and Jill
Life get real I can't make it up

Half the time wasn't giving a hundred percent
Like the back of a knee when you walk got me bent
If you thinking on me you draw down imma quit
Seen the difference in me when I truly repented

Line up at the door when he knock let him enter
The spirit can tell when it's different
Got tired of coming up short like a midget
Couldn't do it myself so He did it

Wasn't depended on nobody else when I needed the help
He equipped me
Not hearing nobody except the fact that I'm
Deaf innately already winning

Got the victory
Can't be defensive
He defending me
Part of my offense is forgetting me

Playing it cautious with my enemies
Set on forgiveness
He's forgiving me
I remember when I was defeated

My problems deleted when I let Him into me
You want a piece of the pie
Couldn't even get a slice of pizza from Italy
A joke

You gotta be kidding me
Holy ghost set a demon on fire turn holy smoke
How you wan't smoke with a chimney

Im being so for real
Really ain't got time to waste no effort
Had to fully depend on God
When I died to self then caught my blessing

How am I supposed to feel
When my whole life been misdirected
By the choices that I've made
And still I pray for his direction

I'm being so for real
Really ain't got time to waste no effort
Had to fully depend on God
When I died to self then caught my blessing
How am I supposed to feel
When my whole life been misdirected
By the choices that I've made
And still I pray for his direction