Paranoid (feat. Tisrespect)

HEY
OKAY

It be like every other day
One of my niggas turn fake
I'm feeling like there's so much on my plate
I think I need a break
Can I get away
That'd be easier than bringing myself to say
Or explain myself to these fuck niggas
Them disappear but only pull up once you're up niggas
Like what's up nigga
Know I said it runneth over but leave my cup nigga
Am I running out of luck or maybe am I paranoid
Maybe am I paranoid
Tell me am I the one that seems to create this void
When it gets difficult, I am habitual
To have the tendency to just avoid
Ohhhh, guess it's me
I can't be checking nobody else but me
Don't wanna fall apart again
Fall apart again

First they hate you, then they love you
Then they hate all again
Never ever did I think that I'd be losing any friends
You know them types of friendships that should never really end
And it makes you kind of think like was this whole thing all pretend like?
Like was it built on pretenses
Now it's like a friend comes with receipts and expenses
Know each other well and so we put up defences
No longer use my eyes, I use my heart as my senses and something didn't feel right
Something didn't feel right
Let me switch on you, so you can tell me what it feels like
Backstabbing and tripping is something that I don't like
Funny cos to you you're probably thinking that it's all my fault
And it all goes down
I'll keep it moving nah it can't hold me down
Wish you well anyways man I'll always be around
Once my brother always my brother
I'll always be down

Yeahhhh
Is it them, is it me
Am I running out of luck or maybe am I
Paranoid, maybe am I paranoid
Tell me am I the one that seems to create this void
When it gets difficult, I am habitual
To have the tendency to just avoid
Ohhhh, guess it's me
I can't be checking nobody else but me
Don't wanna fall apart again
Fall apart again

Nowadays I don't know who to trust
I find it hard to differentiate your hatred and love
I didn't mean to call you bitch
But it fits you like a glove
Cos every time I said I love you though your silence was abrupt
And every time I caught you smiling at your phone
My presence interrupted like you wished you were alone
I tried to fill your void, but it's us that you avoid
And every time I got annoyed you told me I'm paranoid
Paranoid
I don't know who I should believe
Sometimes I wish I had an older brother looking out for me
It gets, lonely out here
In these godforsaken streets
It's like the people who are closest are furthest away from me deployed
It's funny how the truth that we avoid
Is the only thing in life, that can really bring us joy
Instead we're always running back to the people who destroy
And when I said that I don't trust them they told me I'm paranoid

Paranoid, maybe am I paranoid
Tell me am I the one that seems to create this void
When it gets difficult, I am habitual
To have the tendency to just avoid
Ohhhh, guess it's me
I can't be checking nobody else but me
Don't wanna fall apart again
Fall apart again