Do You Think About It Too?

I could never think the worst about you
There's always just been something about you
So I go and try to make amends
You're still trying to love me
And it hurts that I consider

And I try to shake it off
Go about the day
Why do I give your head a place to rest in mine
And I felt so sick
And not just hungover
I knew right then that there would never be closure

Do you think about it too?
Cause I had to tell you I forgave you
Wanted to save you
Do you think about it every day?
Are you searching for something
Picturing my face

Sometimes I get chills in the heat
Like I'm struck by your wandering hand
And when I go and kiss somebody
I have an exit plan

And I try to shake it off
But it's such specific pain
I let you off so easy
I didn't say your name
And I still think I'm dramatic
And pinch myself in dreams
Where I'm standing right in front of you
Standing right in front of you

Do you think about it too?
Cause I think I finally forgave you
Wanted to save you, wanted to save you
Do you think about it every day?
Are you searching for something
Thinking of my face