Jansport Jungle Juice

Wipe the makeup off my face
Watch it fall into the sink
The porcelain turns pink
And I ball my hands to a fist
Oh loving yourself is a bitch
What would both our parents think

Well here's the thing- even if you put like twenty needles in the haystack
You'd have a hard time finding a needle cuz
That's a pretty big haystack if you know what I'm sayin'

I don't think you understand
This shit looks bad
And I'm doing my best
Not to laugh
Can I tell you a secret
And you better promise not to keep it

Don't do that do something else
You don't need vengeance you need help
I'm not happy I'm just here
I hope I'm better by next year
Don't do that do something else
You don't need vengeance you need help
I'm not happy I'm just here
I hope I'm better by next year

I'm not special I'm not bright
But it keeps me up at night
When I think to a time that I thought I was
But I'm not I'm just a bum
And I'm having so much fun
And I don't even think I'm done

You're not real you're just a thought
One I've grown to like a lot
Maybe one I could even love
Do you think of me or have you forgot
All the things that I've said and done
I miss it so much