Lesson Learned

I live under too much pressure
My brain hurts so much that my eyes bleed
No consistent approach for my leisure
So inconsistent my lungs hurt I can't breathe

Confusing now I'm jealous
I'm abusing all these substances I can't
Overdose

Too many roads under discontent
I tried to stay afloat couldn't pay my rent
I lost all my hope and now the tables turn
I misunderstood and now my lessons learned
Too many roads under discontent
I tried to stay afloat couldn't pay my rent
I lost all my hope and now the tables turn
I misunderstood and now my lessons learned

I think I'm losing my mind

I thought my passion was over I thought that I could pretend
That I could hold on to this smile until the very end
I didn't think no one liked me I had a knife in my back
But now in hindsight my thoughts set off a heart attack
I never felt so anxious I thought that I couldn't breathe
But it's my asthma and my health that pumped anxiety
And while I still conclude that it's the love for my friends
That I'd be hanging from a bridge that stretches over the Thames

But now I'm alcohol free and still allergic to egg's
And it's been months since a hungover and a visit to Greggs
I thank my mum and dad and all my family
But my account's still fucked I'm fucked financially
I feel like fire again now I've turned 26
With the mindset of a child I fucking hate politics
But now the way this world works the chaos never ends
With social media as our leader and it's fucking stupid trends

I think I'm losing my mind
I think I'm losing my mind

Too many roads under discontent
I tried to stay afloat couldn't pay my rent
I lost all my hope and now the table's turned
I misunderstood and now my lessons learned
Too many roads under discontent
I tried to stay afloat couldn't pay my rent
I lost all my hope and now the table's turned
I misunderstood and now my lessons learned

I live under too much pressure
My brain hurts so much that my eyes bleed