Toxic Regret

Yeah
If I gave it to you
Would you?
I mean could you?
Mmm

Started off so hopeful
Related on the past and shit that we go through
Took time to get to know you
The way you put me on to some things was really dope too
Despite how you expose you connection was feeling soulful
But that barely lasted a week, empty passenger seat
Acting like you too busy damn that shit was cheap
Are you really into me like I was into you?
Effort was lackin', perhaps being too cynical
Give my sympathies daily, match my energy baby
Hard not to read into chats you been sending me lately
Try not to address it, oblivious to obsessive
Almost purposely testin' so I nervously ask the questions
What's going on?, things aren't fully right to me
You needing some space or really have time for me?
That's when you get defensive, act like none of it happened
Recall all that was mentioned so one of us cappin'

Should've followed my instincts
I swear, I known better

Well that was a waste of time, you was basically lyin'
Abusin' my patience, indifference for tainting my mind
Desire making me blind and invest too much
Seeking reciprocity, guess I expect too much
Fast forward some months you see that I'm locked down
Showing how we coulda been good and you still not now
Supposedly happy for us, said this what I deserve
So you're talking to her now?, not so subtly hurt
That ain't genuine, act like we had something going on
Only plans you bailed on, always something going wrong
Between a few moments telling me sweet nothings
All the attention you lovin' and the ex you keep fuckin'
Somehow once again you put your trust in him
While he talks to and tries to fuck all of your friends
Ya state of mind Toxic, Regret that it went this way
Thankfully so outta pocket avoided a big mistake

Yeah
Know you want him now
It's a little late