Where the Apple Falls

Hey y'all do know that rent's due on the first right

People always ask me if I smoke
Well I used to hit the plug to buy dope
I stayed high in high school I schooled high
Can't tell you how fast that 3.5 go
3 joints tied how I cope
These days hit the Walmart for that dope
Well I guess that's a fib or a bad joke
But when it happen don't say I ain't said so
I left you before I liked to commit I can admit
I think about where it coulda went nah I'm just playing
No time for looking back in this life it's alright
I guess I'll do it right next life then
She left me saying it's me you think I'm dumb
Called the bluff she got tough told me straight Shawn
You ain't the one I'm like hey that's okay
I am the one but if you don't see it then it ain't nothing
She called me over when she needed knight in shining armor
And sure enough I'm pulling up I can't deny I want her
And even though I know she don't reciprocate
I do it anyways I think my priorities are not in order
My mom a boss and what they say bout where the apple fall
My soul was right I'm a genius mind after all
I had to battle with the stress and confidence withdrawal
Overcoming yes thats bad news for y'all
New passions new loves I'm going through phases
Changes trying to figure out just where my place is
Hey sis I'm working hard but the growth evasive
We gon' make it but right now my vision slightly hazy
I'm obsessive I fixate
That's why it's hard for me to ever make a mistake
Can't nobody fuck with me in this state
Ultra instinct I'm fucked if this ship sink
I'm captain y'all capping that's a major difference
One finger in the air y'all make the inference
Always knew I'd be somebody
Always knew I'd be somebody worth somebody missing
Them diamonds glisten but them rhymes is umm
Subpar like a birdie stroke
I heard before
I write a better 34 while serving hoe
A line cook but I could make a hook like Bird or Jok
I fell in love with the bartender
We both make bad choices we some born sinners
That's why I'm saying that I love her and I'm not with her
That's why I barely just met her and I'm raw in her
Life's a game I made the soundtrack
I fell a little off the path but I'll bounce back
Ain't no taking sick days ain't no time to sit and wait
Gotta get my shit straight like chiroprac'
I been brushed off talking cold shoulders
That's why I gotta do it big like supernovas
That's why I gotta do it major like giving orders
That's why I spend so much time with the mic recordings
And if you ain't notice
I ain't playing know this
I ain't taking no shit
Y'all lames hold this
Dick in your hand
I built it with a brick in my hand
You don't know about it stick to the gram
I don't know crowded
I don't know friends that I do bends and going out with
With or without this destiny begins mom I'm doubtless
How does one man change the world
Well I'm penning out out the plan just read it thorough
I don't want a hundred grand gotta make it plural
Imma need another zero add a Joe Burrow
Just enough so if it rain or the cheese curdle
I can still make some bread through that hurdle
Goddamn I been fed up
Y'all gassing these phonies need to let up
And she ask me where I'm going and I said up
These days I'm still trying to keep my head up
I don't think nobody in the world got more potential
And if that offend you
I think you got some self reflecting that you should attend to
Hate comes from the heart
I try not to take part but sometimes I tend to
Still working out the kinks and how my mind works
Still trying new things and finding my quirks
Still questioning the world and how time works
Still trying to blow up like fireworks
I like you baby but I gotta put mine first
If it's love then maybe I'll rewrite the line for her
Peace of mind and happiness what I'm trying for
All that other bullshit just for the birds