When I See Him

Good morning to the butterflies in my stomach
I haven't felt this giddy since I was a little fluffy down nestling
My derring-do is half-disguised behind a smile
My beak is grinding, ever minding
I swore I wouldn't dwell on the divorce
So for my own health, I'll remind myself

That when I see him
I know that it won't feel so tough
I'll believe him
And not the voice that says I'm not enough
No need for an arrangement, it can just be him and me
I'll set us free
How perfect it could be
When I see him tonight

See him tonight? Alright, alright!
It's been a while since I've had his attention
Are wе okay? Can't really say
I've gotten by, by avoiding his questions
So complicated, I hate when it's complicated
Why do I always end up in situations that are complicated?
Here I go again, I'm getting in my head
So I'll focus on the sexy stuff instead

(When I see him) when I see him, I'm gonna do that thing he likes
(I will change things) no need to change things
I'll just bring the rope and spikes
(Oh god!) we've got a nice arrangement and it's working out just fine
We'll keep it light (I'll fucking die alone if this goes bad)
When I see him tonight

Am I doing something I can't take back? (Relax!)
Would he want me if he was free? (We're fine!)
And if he's only here as a prisoner
What kind of monster does that make me?
My entire life's been written in stone (We're gonna bone!)
He taught me that I could choose (It's cool!)
He deserves the choice to stay or go
Though it scares me to think what I'd lose

Can't wait to lose ourselves in nasty sex
And make that bird squawk! (We really must converse)
We'll just stick with what makes sense
Like him sucking my- (God! This is the worst!)
Waiting for the shoe to drop
Who needs words when you got a mouth full of- (come to your senses)
Then I'll do that thing with my mouth (he's worthy of your love and trust)
I'll eat his bird puss nice and rough (tonight cannot come soon)
He'll be cumming soon
Enough, oh yeah!

When I see him
Will it be tender or be rough?
Will it please him or will I just be fucking it all up?
Can this be a relationship or am I still naive?
I'll set us free
Whatever it may be
When I see him tonight