I Am That Is

There's something hidden inside, something I don't see but can't hide
There's a presence filling a void
Been empty for far too long, life isn't often a thing I've enjoyed
The neurons in my brain never stop
They form thoughts that wear me out till I drop
Forever questioning life's design
And why it even matters if one day I'll die
But what makes my mind go quiet
If I listen hard I'll understand the secret

Live in the moment, cuz what the hell
Does any of it matter when you know all too well
Those timeless questions racing around and round
Are stopping you from knowing your okay and found
Is it god, is it nothing
Is it everything that is
Is it I Am That Is
Finally it all makes sense in this place
Where all I want is love, maybe all I need is faith

Always felt something bad inside, always felt troubled by an unknown that felt alive
Wondering if it is the source of all
The unbearable demons that tell me I'm alone
There's always a storm that's threatening to break
The roots from my foundation that never taught to hate
I don't know why I've always loathed myself
But I know I've always kept my heart on a shelf
Fear is what drives me
But hope never leaves me
Even though I don't know why
Or how I'm even still alive

Maybe it is all an illusion
Maybe we're living in some millionth dimension
One thing is for sure
Everyone really knows what we're fighting for
Cuz even I, questioning the need to know why I exist
Can't deny
The whole universe rests in
I Am That Is



Credits
Writer(s): Esther Shaw
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