Making Amends

Run!
Go ahead and spiral downward
We're going forward
There's no point looking back
On what we could attack
The end is upon us
Your whispers are fucked and outrageous
So deranged for your age
The wall will rise and fall
(Is this what you call preaching?)
(I don't think I am breathing)
You always say it's gonna be alright
But never said there wouldn't be a fight
I cannot see what cannot be
Don't try to influence me
You have no stoic words
Go back to the ones that you hurt
You're causing harm just for the fun
How could you stray so far away?
When you can't face all the problems in a day
Am I a joke to you?
When all you really do is try to break me
So undeniably loved and fucked
You will never
Break free from me
I was left here for dead inside of your head
Will it last forever with no ember?
How could you stray so far away?
(You strayed so far away)
When you can't face all your problems in a day
(Your problems end today)
We're making amends (Making amends)
While in a losing game (Losing game)
We're not so far away (We're not so far away)
It's just so fun to pretend
That you were right in the end
You'll never die for a friend
(Die for a friend)
I know about true honor
You fucking martyr
The things I've lived through
It's not enough for you
(There's nothing here to reveal the) ungrateful evil
(No)
(No!)
(NO!)
It will bend your every will