Solstice/23°

Eventually the sun's gotta go down
And before long the hero has to fall
In the soul feeling like Motown
When I'm starving and this Marvin got me staring at the wall
Shine a mural in my mind cause we can battle all the odds
we come across and all the obstacles we find
Nothing is impossible if you heed the time
unlike mister inaudible has to speak it in a rhyme
All I could do is stare past by
Just play my cards I never claimed to be a player
I'm of the faint of heart and that's why I hate the
days apart and why I say I'm aiming for my paper
Mistaking what I missed with how a lake can shift to vapor
See you later? Shit that's a mighty long time
Don't think it's likewise but it's always on mine
Can't see 'em coming down so I got the song crying

Thinking of the evening I wrote this
Another with the same type of pain
Cause every new day is the coldest
And the whole world's cursed with the rain
Like a cut from a bouquet of roses
When I play I choke every game
Can't focus when I think of the summer nights on the solstice
'Cause it could be a nova but this shit can't become a flame

What else to expect when she's dumb fine
To leave in autumn when I've forgotten the sight of sunshine?

Now when I sleep at night I turn and toss
Thoughts beaming at the speed of light
Recall on how I earned a loss
Souki indubitably that's just how it is usually
Truly the hours slip then how it is ain't how it used to be
You're powerless truthfully and fluently I speak
There's cowardice in tomfoolery you choose to be this weak
And foolishly feed delusive beliefs you'd rise above defeat
Squandered so you ponder inside the writing of the sheet
Then can anything work out eventually?
Acted cavalier for half a year that it's been fucking with me mentally
I guess whatever's meant to be is meant to be
Meant to be a real dude not drown in a jealous sea
My pride will be the death of me I'm sounding dumb
But nothing ever gave stop to my pounding drum
Heart flicker quite like this picture with her arms around this bum
You know it's bound to come but still you hate to see
The phases are get down get baked in the bakery
I get it though but still upset to know that you won't wait for me
But nothing's set in stone just a boulder with scratches
That's colder than it's degree of axis
Oh how I hope for a reenactment in my metronome
Or the future but the truth will cut right through your flesh and bone