Midnight Departure

You know, sometimes there are things I'm better off not knowing
But the world is so small, I end up finding out things anyway
It's hard for you to say no when he picks you up, honey
It's a shame that you're in his car and not mine today

I wonder where he's taking you, what you're doing with him
While I'm here crying in silence, he's taking off your dress
But you know what, I don't want to know, I don't want to guess
Just hoping for the day I'm free from all this mess

'Cause loving you is accepting that I can't really have you at all
Like he has you, oh, what am I supposed to do?
What good is it to have your love if someone else holds you tight?
Every time you leave with him, it just doesn't feel right

I see you smiling in his arms, it's tearing me apart
Every kiss you give to him, it's like a knife through my heart
I try to close my eyes, pretend it's all a dream
But reality hits hard, nothing is what it seems

I wonder where he's taking you, what you're doing with him
While I'm here crying in silence, he's taking off your dress
But you know what, I don't want to know, I don't want to guess
Just hoping for the day I'm free from all this mess

'Cause loving you is accepting that I can't really have you at all
Like he has you, oh, what am I supposed to do?
What good is it to have your love if someone else holds you tight?
Every time you leave with him, it just doesn't feel right

I dream of the day when I'll finally be free
When your memories will stop haunting me