MINERVA
Yeah
I been asleep tryna recreate the memories
So why you tear me down from what I once called all my hopes and dreams
Saturated envy so willfully played out, tempting
You carved a hole so deep and I just cannot find the remedy
Set me free who do I call home now
Who do I message when life gets deafening, so loud
Where do I go when I can't find the right way out
Nobody it's just me, myself, and I
And lately that's just what I like
It's alright to cry
It's okay to be broken
But it's not okay to die
Got too many that's hoping I'll make it to the other side
So for now I'm getting stoned until I can't see all the pain on the inside
It's alright to cry
It's okay to be broken
But it's not okay to die
Got too many that's hoping I'll make it to the other side
So for now I'm getting stoned until I can't see all the pain on the inside
It's okay to cry
But my eyes are dry
And I don't know why
They took what they could, leaving behind
Dead eyes and a fabricated face
I'm hollow inside (yeah)
But I'm still alive (but why)
So we just go in circles
Trapped in an endless cycle
Hit the bruise until it turned purple
Never call me a disciple
Carved your name into my temple
Just so I could see the tidal waves of heartbreak
Like Minerva, used your words to keep me stifled
And I just can't accept the fact that you never really cared
I was an audience you catered cuz truthfully you was scared
But I won't regret the time we spent yeah I craved to be right there
For a while it was everything then suddenly you couldn't even tell me that you loved me
I don't wanna die
Okay maybe that's a lie
Well at least it is tonight
Wishing you was by my side
Distract me from the knife
That I raise to myself, look in the mirror, what do you want from me
It's alright to cry
It's okay to be broken
But it's not okay to die
Got too many that's hoping I'll make it to the other side
So for now I'm getting stoned until I can't see all the pain on the inside
It's alright to cry
It's okay to be broken
But it's not okay to die
Got too many that's hoping I'll make it to the other side
So for now I'm getting stoned until I can't see all the pain on the inside
Nothing is as cold as my bed when alone
Nobody I can hold when they bashing on my soul
And I'm supposed to act like I'm really still in tact
Things said to me have forever left cracks
I don't think I can fix
With another hit, another hit, another hit
I'm over it
Somewhere wondering
What it is you do
Hear my phone go off and I'm hoping that it's you
I know it ain't the truth put myself through this abuse
Because at least I'm feeling something
Pain looks scrumptious the alternative is nothing
Emotions keep rushing I'm rushing to hide 'em
But it's hard to hide when you're down and this tired
I wish I had something to look forward to
Get up and do the same things what's the use
Tryna find purpose
Sustain the desire
To live on this earth
But it's been looking dire
Who's keeping the fire lit in your soul
I'm just 22 but I look way too old
Might see 23 if I don't go and fold
But I'm losing my hold
I been asleep tryna recreate the memories
So why you tear me down from what I once called all my hopes and dreams
Saturated envy so willfully played out, tempting
You carved a hole so deep and I just cannot find the remedy
Set me free who do I call home now
Who do I message when life gets deafening, so loud
Where do I go when I can't find the right way out
Nobody it's just me, myself, and I
And lately that's just what I like
It's alright to cry
It's okay to be broken
But it's not okay to die
Got too many that's hoping I'll make it to the other side
So for now I'm getting stoned until I can't see all the pain on the inside
It's alright to cry
It's okay to be broken
But it's not okay to die
Got too many that's hoping I'll make it to the other side
So for now I'm getting stoned until I can't see all the pain on the inside
It's okay to cry
But my eyes are dry
And I don't know why
They took what they could, leaving behind
Dead eyes and a fabricated face
I'm hollow inside (yeah)
But I'm still alive (but why)
So we just go in circles
Trapped in an endless cycle
Hit the bruise until it turned purple
Never call me a disciple
Carved your name into my temple
Just so I could see the tidal waves of heartbreak
Like Minerva, used your words to keep me stifled
And I just can't accept the fact that you never really cared
I was an audience you catered cuz truthfully you was scared
But I won't regret the time we spent yeah I craved to be right there
For a while it was everything then suddenly you couldn't even tell me that you loved me
I don't wanna die
Okay maybe that's a lie
Well at least it is tonight
Wishing you was by my side
Distract me from the knife
That I raise to myself, look in the mirror, what do you want from me
It's alright to cry
It's okay to be broken
But it's not okay to die
Got too many that's hoping I'll make it to the other side
So for now I'm getting stoned until I can't see all the pain on the inside
It's alright to cry
It's okay to be broken
But it's not okay to die
Got too many that's hoping I'll make it to the other side
So for now I'm getting stoned until I can't see all the pain on the inside
Nothing is as cold as my bed when alone
Nobody I can hold when they bashing on my soul
And I'm supposed to act like I'm really still in tact
Things said to me have forever left cracks
I don't think I can fix
With another hit, another hit, another hit
I'm over it
Somewhere wondering
What it is you do
Hear my phone go off and I'm hoping that it's you
I know it ain't the truth put myself through this abuse
Because at least I'm feeling something
Pain looks scrumptious the alternative is nothing
Emotions keep rushing I'm rushing to hide 'em
But it's hard to hide when you're down and this tired
I wish I had something to look forward to
Get up and do the same things what's the use
Tryna find purpose
Sustain the desire
To live on this earth
But it's been looking dire
Who's keeping the fire lit in your soul
I'm just 22 but I look way too old
Might see 23 if I don't go and fold
But I'm losing my hold
Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Montgomery
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